I am going to vent here cuz I can't any where else because I don't want to deal with the drama that will go with it and I just don't wanna deal with it!
I'm physically sick... Every damn time I eat I puke... I swear that I am never eating again and because of the puking I have a massive headache. I swear my head is going to explode.
Now on to the emotional shit. I stopped spending time with half the people I was because I was sick of the drama. And then my bff starts seeing this guy and and now I'm having to deal with it worse then before, just because I think he's a fucking douche bag and everyone thinks i'm just being a bitch.
She wants me to appologise for asking if he wasn't talking to her because her cell is messed up or because he's being a jerk. And he says that that messed it up between them. Can someone fuckin tell me how me not liking him and supossedly being a bitch to him is making it so that he won't date her? Does that sound logical? Well it doesn't to me. It, along with everything else he has said and done, tells me that he's looking for an excuse to not be with and that pisses me off that she doesn't see it that way. Yes I know she has to make her own misstakes but at the same time she is not listening. She says she is but I can tell she really isn't the only thing she cares about is me apologizing so that he will go out with her. It drives me insane. And I'm not the only one that noticed it.
I just wish there was some way I could right out prove to her that he's a douche then I wouldn't have to deal with it anymore.
Well not that I have vented I am going to try and get some rest because I still feel yucky.
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